Melissa, Generally

Anthology
2026
- My Favorite Fibonacci Sequence
- "radical acceptance"
- the water
- what a time to learn
- Let There Be Light
- 1/6/2026
2025
- A short story
- I Was Walking With a Ghost
- My best work
- La La Land
- Orange Tree
- Betrayed
- The Grieving Queen
- do better.
2024
- On being owed a miracle.
- I hope death healed you
- Happy Birthday
- guess I'm a jealous god, too
- All this
- return home
- Entropy
- House of Honey
- some things
- Crying Over Milk
- Leaves settle for decay
2023
2022
- It's a Tragedy
- Anecdotes of Relativity
- Ghosted
- summertime
- The stars, a light.
- Morning Rain
- Things You Outgrew
- A Night Desert
- the prayer
- closure is a myth
- Oklahoma
2021
2020
2016
2009
2008

About
Hey there. I'm Melissa (she/her), with roots in Tennessee, North Carolina, and California. It's a stretch, but I manage. Degrees in communication, law, and dental hygiene. Cat mom to one very spoiled gray cat, Cafezinho. Partnered with Devin, another artist. Gemini. Millennial. Probably in a state of confusion or sleeping.Just here writing like my life depends on it, because most days I think it might.
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July 4, 2026
My Favorite Fibonacci SequenceAnd then,
when he kissed me,we felt every single
lifetime
we circled this;
against all odds
and countless
ends.In dreams telling
each other, again,
again,
it would be okay:
I am for you and
you are for me.
Remembering things
I never knew I knew before:Keep going until there is
no place left
but us.Breathe until there is
no air left
but ours.All along,
it was all right.
It was all here:
between my open
lips and his.melissa suarez
April 10, 2026
"radical acceptance"i fall for magic the same way i bruise:
easily.lately i see this is because
the inexpressible
and the
heat of blood pooling—
these are me,
and were mine first.
what i love i love because
i know my own fingerprints:
the way stars flow so i will
always feel them;
kindness so careful it
shares borders with dishonesty.
the part of me that broke
at such intricate artistry,
was the part of me that rhymed,
was the part of me that made this
for myself to find.lately being here feels lonely,
like searching for a window
in a hall of mirrors, forever
catching my own eye, for once
i'd like to see outside
instead of within.
endlessly learning that
I Am.
endlessly hoping that is
not all there is.melissa suarez
March 9, 2026
the waterBefore the desert there was
the Water, sun-warmed and hazy,
humming with flying life above and
gathered to her boundaries.Kept grass and children
grew up alongside,
fringes of wild algae also, and
weeping trees, leaning over so
deeply to kiss her surface...
It was worth it.Shadowed and cool,
I remember how silky she
could be before I grew up and
earned the degrees between us.I just want to say:
You have always been so deeply life-ridden,
unapologetically life-stricken, really.
I see this because I can.And I remember it all:
The way you move as
storms move across you;
How we would glisten together
in still, sticky heat;
And when we didn't have
enough,
we became small together
and survived.And every time they came,
together we inhaled the winds
of change and they
changed us.I just want to say:It was worth it.melissa suarez
February 2, 2026
what a time to learnI've walked miles through rooms
in other people's houses,
places I remember the smell of when
I light certain candles, I see
midday desert sunlight enveloping
lemon trees and parked cars, settling
into dated kitchens full of food and
well-meaning people—
we were there and
we were going places—
we had hope on tap, living
room,
high ceilings
for everything we could carry.
But I never
before now
had words touch me so gently.
I've never been touched so gently.
Have I always been this
delicate?melissa suarez
January 14, 2026
Let There Be LightLet there be light: on Sascha’s deformed rib cage on Renee’s last words to her murderer on every human.Let there be light on every human, & if light feels like a blessing, wherever light feels like a blessing, let there be light.Let there be light on every human, & if light feels like a curse, wherever light feels like a curse, let there be light.More and radiating and shining and brilliant and always and everywhere.Let there be light.Let there be light.Let there be light.melissa suarez
January 6, 2026Not so smart,
and quite selfish.Like toddlers screaming
in church,
trying to make their shit
everyone’s problem.I’ve had periods more impressive than
these neverending pissing contests,
Half of us are thinking.Should we just tell them they did it! –
they’re so big and scary! –
to get some quiet, grown-up time?Let them wear themselves out;
hope they run out of steam
before too many things get broken?Put them in time-out
until they calm down or
take a nap?One thing’s for sure: we adults have to start
cleaning up this mess now so there is
less to do later.melissa suarez
October 26, 2025
A short storyI'm not, but I look taller. And I'm not blonde
anymore because I never
actually
was.When I see her in pictures
I do not recognize her even though
I know her so deeply. I know her
in patterns and seasons
and context that she does not yet.
I love her for every reason I know of.I do not miss her.
I see her face, the one she could never look at
except with laser-focused vision, at every flaw.
I see her face in full now, for the first time.
And I am prettier now. But she so wanted to be.
I love her so.Once she loved God and Men of God,
captivated by the light they shone
into the shadowy webs she grew up in,
until finally, with sun's brilliance,
and the gentlest touch,
they proved to be only
dewy drops, and melted away.It was another amount of time
traveling previously woven threads of
time and experience, forward and
back, and around and again,
before she discovered every drop
of beautiful light she'd glimpsed,
delighted in, and sought, came from
reflection.It was her all along.
And that is when she became me.I'm not, but I look taller.melissa suarez
October 24, 2025
I Was Walking With a GhostCarve into asphalt ruts again;
know them better than my own skin.
Immediately I am seventeen on
another midnight drive home;
my headlights make all
the same old shadows.
Pink Bullets in my mind, but
Pine Hill puts the hole in my chest.I hope you still love that remodeled A-frame,
your dream that came all the way true.
My wedding invitation must have
just been lost in those
panoramic sunset views.I've felt a lot of things since
becoming your ghost but when
the darkness is just right as I
carve into these ruts again,
all I remember is how much
I once loved my best friend.melissa suarez
October 22, 2025
My best workProbably about half is missing—
large parts of what makes a person,
torn off, bloodied and ragged,
or atrophied—what would've otherwise
formed, but it was the survival years.Everything is stitched up, the damage
contained in real time. It does not look nice,
but she was a toddler learning to sew
and forgetting how to play (she stitched
that loss up, too), grieving skills she didn't want
in place of the childhood she did
(those seams are jagged, but they hold).Healing is not undoing and redoing
the stitching with grown-up skill in hopes that
she will look better.In fact, that would bleed her right out.These stitches hold because they fucking had to.Healing is gazing at this half-whole form exactly
as she is, this work of art I forged against my will,
discovering my pure devotion to her.Healing is: I am biased, and every single stitch is
the most beautiful thing I've ever seen a child
make.My best work.I've always done my very best.melissa suarez
February 16, 2026: Dedicated to every survivor, with love. And dedicated to everyone who didn't survive, with love.
June 28, 2025
La La LandRemember when we were young and in love?
And now you’re burning down around me,
but you’re still so beautiful.
I want what we always dreamed we’d have—
is it too late for all that?
Are we too old and changed?
Is there too much already done?
Can we start again from here?
I miss you.
I miss the hope of you.
La la la la
Land.melissa suarez
May 26, 2025
Orange TreeAll my life led me.
I asked for beauty and waited
into ages I never imagined inhabiting.
Never thought I would prove her
at such numbers.
I asked for dreams upon dreams
and was given such pain
I twisted and changed
over and over again, woke
with a start from so many things
I didn't know I was dreaming until I wasn't.
This life came to me, through me,
rhyming to me my own beauty and pain.
Everything I asked for came
wrapped in its opposite,
revealed only by some cadence of time.
These are the things I think, sitting
in perfect desert sun.
Just me and this orange tree.melissa suarez
March 6, 2025
BetrayedIt still surprises me,
these traces when I find them,
shallow enough to feel them,
my veins of Fool’s gold
that shouldn't be unmapped,
untapped.Parts of me still holding onto
the parts of you
that hurt me, like if I can
feel it long enough
it'll be worth it,
like my longevity
gives your brutality
meaning.Like it’s anything more than
just: I am still here,
still
betrayed.melissa suarez
February 27, 2025
The Grieving Queensome days, at the end of her day,
the Queen set down her scepter,knelt down on her floor,
face down on her ground,and bowed before the weight
of it all.and let it crush her, crumpled,
tears pulled forth in steady streams—that some have so very much
and some have nothing at all.that more begets more
and less begets less.that in this world Robin Hood
was only a childhood story.that a Queen is all we’ve got,
and: what can i dowhat can i do
what can i domelissa suarez
February 3, 2025
do better.The illiterate blamed
the immigrant, forgetting
his own history.
I spoke to your Ancestors
and they are
Not
Pleased.
They left you so much
to heal and
you
have
not.
Now there are no rules left.
So what will you hide behind?
So what will you do about it?melissa suarez
October 25, 2024
On being owed a miracle.I make a better God than yours.
I'd have stepped in. I'd have stopped it.
I'd kill the bastard who started it.
I wouldn't have just watched, felt bad,
waited for the ends to justify the paths
I created, or I allowed, or I walked
with you (whatever makes you feel better).I make a better God than yours and
Christians will say that's an excuse
for not believing but I say
God is their excuse to believe,
rather than know things that are
excruciating to know,
(whatever makes you feel better)
and all the unbearable unknown.melissa suarez
July 29, 2024
I hope death healed youthat you unfurled, like a flower,
petals as gentle as life was not.
what was knotted, hardened,
twisted up tight–
is undone, falling about,
loose, light, peony rich.
that you, delicate, soft,
feel like home,
after being away awhile.
that you are as bloom, now,
as you were bud, with us.
I hope there's so little left here
because there's so much of you
everywhere, and always.
I hope it's the easiest thing,
the best thing,
you've ever had.melissa suarez
June 8, 2024
Happy BirthdayThere's cake,
people all around
coming and going
a few moments of singing,
gifts, some
better than others,
pictures, taken
wishes, cast
playing kids and animals,
the grown-ups manage,
there are always the
most beautiful lights,
then at the end,
in the evening
goodbyes,
more wishes.A life is simply when
a death is born.melissa suarez
May 13, 2024
guess I'm a jealous god, tooMy forgotten unforgiven, all these years
of misplaced piety and prayers.I admit I understand the appeal–
he is easier to confess to; you
never looked in his eyes and dehumanized
to justify your inhumanity, plus
he's everyone's favorite placeholder, after all
his forgiveness has overnight delivery.I do hope your religion can save you,
it's just that these sins
are against Me, your debts
carry My name, but your prayers
begin with his, and I know
your confessions bring no relief
every time they're not to Me.I did not then, and I will not now, die
for your sins. so you ask him, but
to what end? I hold the clear title that
you seek, and he never cleared it with Me.how much easier to personify, and then deify,
the forgiveness you crave, than to ever dignify
what you once dehumanized. so the irony is that
you need Me to be saved, and I don't need to
forgive to be divine.melissa suarez
May 4, 2024
All thispermanent world being baby new,
the solid earth still shifts beneath our feet.
Mountains we cannot move cover our cities,
centuries; this life flowed forward and we
gaze back to where we once fought
to survive. In our bones we remember
how it felt to struggle, and ultimately to live,
even if just barely. It was
and it is enough.melissa suarez
March 23, 2024
return homereturn home
to breathe the air these lungs grew into
to see how much the trees have grown up
to see how much I have grown up
and how much I never will.melissa suarez
March 1, 2024
EntropyIn the aftermath of heartbreak,
when you're barely walking
through rubble that
stays longer than you'd think,
but watering the wreckage
with every one of your own tears
doesn't put anything where
or how or the way it was,
not even a little bit, in fact,
every day it looks less
like you remember,
or do the memories look less
like what it was? Yes
and it's strange the things
you want to get rid of immediately,
and the things you will not, ever.
I washed the bedspread right away
so it would smell brand new,
but the torn curtains I keep,
all the hundreds of tiny holes.melissa suarez
January 19, 2024
House of HoneyIn my deepest dreams I find my way back
to the old house, before it was destroyed
and restored, when at night it was
surrounded by dark woods and the
sounds of night creatures and pond frogs,
and a train in the distance; I slept there
then and I do again. And again. It's sticky
and too much, too deep. A house of
honey for me to fly in, drown in.melissa suarez
January 16, 2024
some thingsThere is just nothing beautiful
in winter that I can see, or feel,
or write into a warm meaning.
I don't know how.And there is nothing beautiful
in the things you did, and said,
and I could write about it,
paint blood into art—
I do know how.
But how dare I
make meaning from dirt left
smeared across pure life.Better to leave it that way,
in the way, and ugly. There
are some things only artists
won't say.melissa suarez
January 5, 2024
Crying Over MilkGrief doesn't kill us.
(though of course it should)It hurts just enough to shatter a human heart,
but not enough to stop its beating, while
the things that actually kill a person wouldn't be
worth mentioning,
otherwise.How stupidly like milk we are,
to just expire when some date arrives.melissa suarez
January 4, 2024
Leaves settle for decaywe hang lights and drink
to feel okay, still
this weather makes me cold
to you. you just settle for
so little light, as if it's your fault
the days are too short
to stretch out in,
to be happy in, as if the
sentence fits the crime;
as if we lived the dream,
it wouldn't count as living—
that is spring
this is the winter due us
for the audacity of wanting.
don't you know we live on a spinning rock?
yes but don't you know we are made of stars?melissa suarez
December 28, 2023
Bedtime StoriesSome kids grow up
with the monster
under the bed;mine was
mostly in his office,
or watching TV,
or, with any luck,
still at work for the day.He may have been
Frankenstein’s,
but I was his.And I am his
peculiar, lingering pain,
strained relationship with
being alive at all,
desperate foreign familiarity.And I am to story’s end,
the child of the childhood monster.melissa suarez
December 17, 2023
NightHow dare we all?
Go into that night, at all.
We who create all the meaning
there ever was, and is, and is to come.We who carry life heavy,
because it is,
and see everything by light,
because we are
(made of stars).We who compose cities of stars,
but don't know, or don't remember,
if we've been here before this,
if we know more than this,
if we ever did, or ever will,
if that night contains us, or
if it's just a vacuum made from
the sheer power of the lives we
lead, then leave.melissa suarez
November 28, 2023
winter (again)In spite of
every single thing,
Leaves are down
for the count.Another sunset outlines
each skeletal silhouette—
the light fades to match
the bodies.And all my world is in
its own shadow
again.We're clear and static
and cold and quick
to bite, and still—Time flows along
under sheets of ice.melissa suarez
August 21, 2023
It's Hard to See Himtwo sad, brown eyes
dark and deep and rimmed
with memories I do not contain.it's always you I see in them,
so I never looked
for long,
never asked for them
anyway,
never chose them
for myself,
until today—I never have to love you, but I
have got to learn to love the you
in me.melissa suarez
July 27, 2023
It's Hard to See Hersmall is
the one crafted in unlove
pockets filled with emptyto contain the fewest needs
to earn the air and space
that you breathe and taketo earn some right to life
to offset the creators' regret
but your debt only ever grows sopockets filled with empty
the one crafted in unlove
is smallmelissa suarez
June 18, 2023
June
melissa suarezI've only ever sat on roofs with boys I
never kissed,
never dated,
never said the things we might've felt in the air
up there,
just nice kids sitting on roofs,
looking at night skies,
growing up together.I think we talked about music,
maybe you had a drink,
when I look right at the memory,
it's less there than when I feel it;
it's not really here anymore.Like you.I wonder if your cancer cells were already there
under the night sky with us.How strange to
cease to exist,It's always unfinished when it ends,
February 22, 2023
HerAt night, at times,
the moon catches my breath.
Pointing, confident and precise,
toward a star that even now
churns energy well beyond me,
burrowed as I am
in the shadow of my entire world,
with a moon-shaped compass
so I never lose my way to
the next day, so I can know that
she's just on the other side
of everything I can see
until I can see everything
in her again.melissa suarez
December 15, 2022
It's a Tragedy.The spoiler, collectively rejected.
replaced our ticking clocks with
bright silent screens sans
second hands; minutes relegated
to the small print, in the corner
so we're always scrolling awayas though it's not a countdown
as though it's not The countdown
as though ignoring makes it less
as though enough love can save us
as though believing makes it so
as though so much wanting does, too
as though all we know isn't just
that living ends in dying
every time.melissa suarez
November 20, 2022
Anecdotes of Relativitywhen we orbited each other
close and whirling in
space and time
we lived a forever for
every breath I take today
as I imagine my body
creating an internal void so
immense pressure outside
of this organism
pushes air into me
until I push it out again in
this pursuit of homeostasis
that we call life
but to finally achieve equilibrium
we call deatha shiver as winter winds attend autumn,
the familiarity of chords in a new song,
and I wonder if each breath I take today,
and every forever we felt then,
are the same pull and push of energy,
the same forces of our matter, just
viewed from different vantage points:
We are always yours, mine, then, now, and
never.melissa suarez
November 20, 2022
GhostedI feel it all–
from solid to shaking to memory:
desired but uninvited to
the dreams I walk tonight.
Thoughts about me
surround me;
remembering feelings never
given to me,
finding me anyway–
swirling in almosts,
jumbled in transmission
across miles,
years,
lies that did not hide your fears–
not even a little;
you know
I know.
I feel it all.melissa suarez
September 17, 2022
summertimeWhite hot sunbright falls so heavy,
I melt into my own gravity
as liquid; I am the same energy I was
as a child and as a star
and everything along the way.There is so much of me.
When I melt I meet more of her,
sit quietly because she does not know me:
my clear memories of hazy summer days,
her ore and heat and light, how we
will always puddle together under
the weight of our sun.melissa suarez
August 18, 2022
The stars, a light.The darkest place I've ever been was
the center of your love for me. Eventually
my eyes adjusted so I could see such
white washed walls, tall windows
pointing to a steeple pointing to a god
who gripped you with a fear you
gripped me with, too. I thought I knew
more than I did, but now I do.
The outside has a better view.
I love the stars at night.melissa suarez
April 18, 2022
Morning Rainwas misting over spring green
when we compared notes—
both lost our souls at 33,
this deity and me.they say
the first third is
always the hardest.
thereafter,
the sun usually comes out
in time for a beautiful set.melissa suarez
January 7, 2022
Things You OutgrewThere is no list of things I outgrew.But a detailed list of suspects
exists:
Hard Questions
with absolutely no defense
against all my simple, certain answers.
It's my fault;
I did it and then I blamed them.
And then I framed and reframed them
to fit
next to the box of too-small clothes
under the pile of too-small answers.
It was years in the making,
this record now pending a long
investigation;
and so far,
my evidence is insufficient,
inconclusive, and inconsistent.
The hardest case I'll ever argue
is my own.melissa suarez
January 6, 2022
A Night Desertorange on red on sand.
day-end, a cool breeze arrives,
urges the sun to bed,
tucks her in under heavy, dark hills.
shadow boulders shoulder rocks surrounded
by vast ripples of the finely crushed: a lineage.
heat waves sigh and roll over
and take the night to dissipate.
cactus blooms nod.
starts, thousands,a night desert is infinite, falling
just shy of space to heal.melissa suarez
January 5, 2022
the prayer
melissa suarezOur God,
(the one in heaven)my name is sacred, too.
kingdoms come and kingdoms go;
the Wills are always getting contested,
so our bread goes to the birds
who legally cannot trespass
at all,
anywhere.anyway,I forget the rest but I remember hearing
you slept when your friends were afraid
and then they slept when you were,
so if nothing else, at least
I hope you say my name
in your sleep.amen.
January 4, 2022
closure is a mythunless, of course,
you believe in it;
by all means,
believe.may it be your reality.
like many a myth,
as real as someone
believed it to be.myths are lovely,
comforting and kind and gentle
to irreparable things.melissa suarez
January 3, 2022
OklahomaThe wind comes sweeping down the plain
and certain days continues east, settling into
a breeze up among mountains and
I breathe it into my lungs, and it catches on
my rage.When I remember
your secrets
you calling God as your expert
witness against me.The King,
and His Men,
and You, against
me and your truth.Each,
a perfectly ruined thing.melissa suarez
December 30, 2021
some things shatter, some things bloommatter is just a word for
everything.
do you remember
the way it mattered?
the moments planted
without markers
or a tombstone
or silk flowers that could fray with time
to mark the everything we found
there, the way we didn't mind that
some things shatter, some things bloom.melissa suarez
December 6, 2020
Feels Like ReliefWhen you look back and realize you're also looking down. This is gained ground. This is higher than before. We're above the miasma of the past; the gray density surrounding now is just clouds. At least it's something you can breathe. It won't kill you. It won't even threaten you.The clouds almost feel like they are indeed composed of raindrops or notes of a song, resting all around in the air and on my shoulders, my hair, my face. This is a good place. Cold, but I have learned how to become warm enough in the cold. Damp, but I am mostly water anyway.It is quieter here, too. The scars are silent; the clamoring memories are a little hazy in the mist, reduced a little, more feeling than fact. The fact is that now safety feels so normal, as if it was always here with you. As if the path to get here could not have been different than it is here, now.As if kind people were all along the way, and they were. They are easier to see from here, looking back, peering down into the darker twists and turns. Those lights along the way reveal by contrast things better not to gaze on too long.There's the steeple, farther and lower in the panorama than expected. A defined place we move in to and out of and by and through and beyond, as our gods do.The difference is that anywhere and everywhere Love is, there is no fear.Already the moment is passing away. There is now more cloud than view to take in, but a few distant lights still wink through.The rest is obscured. It is hard to remember it. But I don't try hard at all.The suspended rain is a cocoon; it only ever finally falls into the footprints I leave behind.To be here feels like many things, but mostly like regular old life. Because it is. And that...feels like relief.melissa suarez
August 16, 2016
The Inevitable DawnThe rain moved in right about sunset. To the west the sun set in brilliant light, while eastward a panel of dark clouds slid purposefully across the sky, chasing the sun down the horizon. Lightning in the east announced its stormy threat to the face of the pale peach and purple light fading away. As the blue-gray billows arrived overhead a pleasant rain fell, soft, dancing in a soundless cacophony on the surface of the low water in the drought-stricken little pond.The rain paused, and distant thunder began.Then rain fell again, and thunder rumbled.The darkness continued to increase, so slowly, until finally it was completely impenetrable.Except for the flashes of light with their voice of thunder in the east.A counterfeit foretaste of the power of the dawn to come.The inevitable dawn....The glow of peach and purple light appears, now in the east. We find that the light has been steadily circling back all along.No cloud altered its course. No drop of rain delayed its arrival.Unhindered and unhurried, Joy breaks into an eternal day of life.Yes, here is joy that cannot be shaken.melissa suarez
February 6, 2009
Indifference is Blissmy innermost Germany
confused your dogmatism with intelligence
for so long your eloquence
left me nothing lessI believed you and because I did,
I believed everything you said
and played myself as fool
and so I waswe repressed me
we misjudged me
we dictated me
but only I hated meyour indifference balanced my
love and hate and I still try,
I still try to be like you,
but in other ways:
indifference is blissmelissa suarez
October 25, 2008
chasea past too clear,
future too vague.
give me today, only that
only now I know
all I know is nowthe future may not hold me
the past may not help me
today I am.
for better or worse.
today becomes a regret or triumph
but never nothing.
never nothing.
past too clear,
shine your light on my future too vague
help me see past today
only this I ask
only now I know
all I know is nowtoday I take the future
and make it my past
I push forward or
I walk forward or
I stand forward or
I sleep forward or
I resist forward and
go forward, all the sameI am every person when
I am alive today.
we are alive today
we aren't alive yesterday
we aren't alive tomorrow
if you know that only now
you know all you know is nowmelissa suarez
September 26, 2008
First Lovewe were each others' first
we defined love ourselves
and we will, both of us,
forever live by those rules
created in a youthful frenzy
that is why we'll never forget
that is why we'll always be togetherwe were always going to be that way
even back when it looked like nonsense
and back when it looked quite hopeless
then when it looked monotonous
and also when it fascinated us
this future we created before we knew we were creating it
this love we defined before we even knew this was it
this life entwined with his and his entwined with mine
you love me and I love you
my dear, that is why we'll always be togethermelissa suarez
September 7, 2008
clever girlevery time I cry it pushes you further away
in your head who I was is who I'll stay
every time I smile you don't believe it's real
nothing I can do will change how you feelpeople never change, isn't that right sir?
but to your beliefs I will not defer
since maybe
one day
your mind will have a change of heartsee how clever I am, though you know I'm not?
I've grown up, except to you I had stopped
I know you won't understand what you perceive
and I'm sick of fighting so I just believepeople never change, isn't that right sir?
but to your believe I will not defer
since maybe
one day
your mind will have a change of heartsome morning this life I'll wake up and know
I won't say I told you so
because that day
someday
your mind will have a change of heartmelissa suarez
August 3, 2008
sing me the song we both know you wrote for meand here I cry, this ocean inside
for you to set sail and go away
a flood leaves no place to hide
and I've forgotten my ark todaypass me those sunglasses
it's much too bright to be fair
and what I mean is,
each emotional wave passes,
but each scars me with its glareoh hell, I know how this ends,
I've been here before and
I remember, don't you, too?
yeah, I know you do.so now we've washed ashore
at least we found a shore
at least I didn't drown this time
and at least you're always fine
every damn timewithout an ark, here's the reality:
I'm getting too adept at swimming
as I drown.melissa suarez
June 22, 2008
no such thing as nevera day to feel earth's spaces
the night you dreamed of
you're not one among faces
how did we find this love?when it saves up it's forever
then when it rains it pours
there's no such thing as never
it just creeps in by back doorsflashes of lightning at night
no rain, no rain in sight
my heart is full to overflowing
in city lights it's showinggrasp it and it's gone
feel it only to be wrong
those little things in the end
mattered like we heard they didmelissa suarez
April 17, 2008
Summer's ChildOne day the richness of summer will be too much.
The memories will overtake my life and I, too,
I, too will become a memory for another summer.Life builds, aches, pulls and uses the edges of my mind.
These are the days I remember with clarity:
A memory with every scent and sunny corner.I was, I am sun washed forever.The ache of summer is the thread of my existence.
It pulls together the edges and reminds me everything is alright.
Everything is still here, (even the missing parts)
if only in vivid or faded or forgotten memories.melissa suarez